When i got my Golden Call i thought that 68 days were too much. What am i gonna do with that much time? No, i wanna move to Dubai NOW! – Well now it is
I traveled to the beach with my family, and suddenly i thought –wow this might be the last time that i came here before Dubai. I am in Porto Alegre now, and last night i went out with some friends and thought –wow this might be the last time that i go out with them. Even though there are 2 months before i go, how many times we spent trying to set a date to go out with all of our friends? At least for me, because of everyone’s jobs, we spent months talking about a night out that everyone could go.
Despite the fact that i still have to get 4 more vaccines, and the last one I can only take on 16th of April, i also have an appointment with my dentist in 2 days. Well i think 59 days aren’t enough. I am not stepping back but i need to slow things down. I remember that i was on a madly rush to fill out all the paperwork and all the medicals but my recruiter told me that there was no need to rush. So why not enjoy the little time i have?
– Don’t rush!! – Do what you have got to do but on your time.
I also need to go to the airport to get the international vaccines card.
My parents are really missing me, in a few moments of the day i heard them talking that they don’t know when will they see me again. So they are really appreciating a time with quality with me and my brothers. My mind changed a bit, now i know what not to do to be homesick, i will focus, that is my future word FOCUS. I will live a day by day, enjoying like i am in a vacation then soon i’ll see them.
When you know you are about to be apart of your loved ones, you change. My father became my friend, want to help me with everything, wants to know where i’m going and who with. – I am 23 and i used to live by myself since 19. My mom keeps telling me what to do and that everything is gonna be OK. My older brother (married)remembered that i exist and start to visit us very often LOL. My, 13 years old, brother who only talk to his computer game, start to talk to me and saying that he wants to live with me. My little brother(yep i do have a lot of brothers lol, and yep i am the only girl in the family) 8 years old, ask to sleep in my bed every night.
On the first week i was only doing what i have to do, checking my computers, talking to a Whats Up group from people that went through the whole process along with me. And i noticed that i still had my family there and I wasn’t enjoying time with them.
Also i feel a hole in my heart to go out with friends, because i am letting my family behind. And everyone wants to know how i am about to leave everything behind to move to another continent. I want to spend quality time with my loved ones but don’t want to say
Plus, remember the boyfriend that i told that broke up with me and that’s why i went to the OD?? Well he called me inviting me to the movies and he told me he misses me and doesn’t want me to go. Can you believe it? After 5 months. Should i mentioned that no matter what I AM moving to Dubai anyways.